Finally, I get to 4 out of 5 legendary dragons (Yu-Gi-Oh 5 D Dragon)! Deck Construction is progressing ... Blue Eyes White Dragon still going on ...
Stress ... Stress ... And Stress ... 1st time feeling so stressed ! However, I should be feeling happy that I am going to Korea this September. Hopefully North Korea will not declare war against South Korea ...
And also finally, I got a silver for my grading exam ! Very nervous yet elated at the same time :) Feeling nervous that I don't have much time to reach red - white belt since I have to go NS next year ... But the thing that makes me happy is because I did not fail my coach expectation ...
Very tired ... I sometimes feel that my life is waning away as I will often feel stabbing pain in my heart ... Don't know if that's a sign for heart attack ... Better get prepared to go for a check up ...
Very disappointing .... I was given a B for my IPP results ... Should I blame for my company supervisor's demanding and high expectations or is it just me who is not efficient?
Either case, I feel that the company supervisor does not like me and look down on me ... Forget it ! I have to count myself having bad luck then ... Sigh ...
Now ... I just feel empty ... Everyday is just thinking about projects, homework and future work life ... Study so hard but still produce not so good results ... Pointless ... Simply pointless ... Everything seems to be very bleak and unstable ... Have to admit that people born under 25 August is quite 倒霉 ... Work as hard as others but luck doesn't favor you ...
Why can't I just like other people who can score well ... Damn angry now ... Thought that I finally can get 3.5 to get into uni where my supervisor gave me a B for IPP and pull me back to square one ...
People like my supervisor whose life is very smooth all the way can't understand how people like me feel ...
